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07 May 2006 @ 09:32 pm
Current Mood: irritatedirritated
13 April 2006 @ 09:08 pm
"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

Mother Teresa
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
26 December 2005 @ 10:59 pm
Everyone I don't know on a very personal basis or feel comfortable keeping is getting cut. My deepest apologies to those who may be trustworthy that are having to pay the price. I am very sorry to each one of you, please know that.

Contact: GoAskAmi

No new friends at this particular time.
Current Mood: angryangry
09 November 2005 @ 03:45 pm
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I'm doing a much needed friends cut. My reasons behind this are vast and well thought out.

This is no great illusion
When I'm with you I'm looking for a ghost
Or invisible reasons
To fall out of love and run screaming from our home

Because we live in a house of mirrors
We see our fears and everything
Our songs, faces, and second hand clothes
But more and more we're suffering
Not nobody, not a thousand beers
Will keep us from feeling so all alone

But you are what you love
And not what loves you back
That's why I'm here on your doorstep
Pleading for you to take me back

The phone is a fine invention
It allows me to talk endlessly to you
About nothing disguising my intentions
Which I'm afraid, my friend, are wildly untrue

It's a sleight of hand, a white soul band
The heart attacks I'm convinced I have
Every morning upon waking
To you I'm a symbol or a monument
Your rite of passage to fufillment
But I'm not yours for the taking

But you are what you love
And not what loves you back
So I guess that's why you keep calling me back

I'm fraudulent, a thief at best
A coward who paints a bullshit canvas
Things that will never happen to me
But at arms length, it's Tim who said
I'm good at it, I've mastered it
Avoiding, avoiding everything

But you are what you love, Tim
And not what loves you back
And I'm in love with illusions
So saw me in half
I'm in love with tricks
So pull another rabbit out of your hat

-Jenny Lewis and The Watson Twins
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: Missy Higgins "Scar"